This Life of Wonder

A Family’s Journey Through Life, Death and Beyond

A book by Phebee Tallis and Inessa Burdich

This Life of Wonder is a spellbinding narrative of one family’s history—told not only through letters, photos, and archives, but also through the soul journeys of its members after death. With clarity, warmth and extraordinary insight, the book offers a new form of storytelling: a blend of vividly imagined biography (‘faction’) and rigorous spiritual research, inspired by Rudolf Steiner’s science of the spirit.

Beginning with a suitcase of annotated family photographs sent to the author by her great-uncle Jimmy, the story unfolds across generations—through war and love, silence and sacrifice, humour and heartbreak. Each chapter explores the life of a family member, followed by a spiritual inquiry into their postmortem experience. Some are found trapped in grief or guilt; others are radiant with peace or already preparing to return to earth. All are met with compassion, and their stories reveal how profoundly the living and the dead remain connected.

Guided by the spiritual researcher Inessa Burdich, and shaped with the author’s lyrical and honest voice, This Life of Wonder brings together a constellation of souls whose destinies are intertwined. Their stories form a karmic tapestry: interwoven, surprising, deeply human, and often astonishingly redemptive.

Accessible to general readers as well as those drawn to anthroposophy, this is a book for anyone who has wondered what becomes of those we love after death—and how we, the living, might continue the conversation. At once poignant, enthralling, and gently humorous, This Life of Wonder offers a unique glimpse beyond the veil—and shows how the threads of spirit and story are never truly broken.

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“I have learned many things of which I was totally unaware. The book has opened doors to new worlds, and brought the spiritual realm closer to me.”

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This Life of Wonder: Table of Contents

Chapter 1: The Suitcase and the Gathering of Souls A battered suitcase arrives filled with old photographs, letters, and lives long forgotten. As I begin to explore this accidental archive, a hidden mystery starts to unfold—one that will change everything.
Chapter 2: Meeting Spiritual ResearchA course on supersensible perception opens a new realm: the soul’s journey after death. Could souls connected to my family be seeking help? And if so, how can I respond?
Chapter 3: How Can We Explore the Lives of the Dead?Spiritual research is not guesswork—it’s a disciplined, conscious practice. With consent, clarity, and reverence, we begin to uncover the hidden stories behind visible lives.
Chapter 4: The Forgotten Soul Eric, a sensitive young medic in WWI, dies far from home. A century later, spiritual research finds his soul still lost in sorrow. Can love help bring him home?
Chapter 5: Shadows in the Heart Their marriage is shaped by silence and suffering. After death, they are found apart. Why is Dorothy cocooned in silence, and what fears has Norman locked away?
Chapter 6: A Promise Beyond the Threshold Independent and devoted, Marion’s soul rises with rare purity—until one promise, made out of love, gently holds her back from going further.
Chapter 7: Authority and SurrenderArthur’s brilliance masks control; Lily’s warmth is stifled by duty. After death, he begins to change—while she waits, faithfully, for their lost son.
Chapter 8: A Victorian BargainJohn’s judgement overshadows his sons; Mary Ann survives through quiet self-effacement. What bargains were struck—and what legacy did they leave behind?
Chapter 9: A Marriage of Charm and Consequence Emmie, artistic and loving, is betrayed by her husband. After death, she faces the pain of forgiveness—while Thomas confronts the truth of his flaws.
Chapter 10: The Engineer of FaithInventive, devout and upright, John transforms his town—and reaches a luminous afterlife. Yet even he has more to learn beyond the veil.
Chapter 11: A Soul Caught in the Blast Polly perishes in a 1940 air raid. Her soul lingers in confusion. What hidden strength helps her—and others—to find release?
Chapter 12: A Quiet Triumph of Love Their ‘Jane Austen’ marriage blossoms into true love. When Dulcie dies, Jimmy is bereft. Can their bond cross the threshold and bring them together again?
Conclusion: A Bridge Between WorldsThe story closes with a look at the bridges between the living and the dead. And the journey continues with a glimpse into the author’s paternal line, hinting at new wonders waiting to unfold in her second book.
Bonus Chapter: A True Fairytale: The Two MaudsMaud the elder dies in 1967. A child named Maud is born in 1994. Coincidence—or something far stranger? A story of soul-splitting, love, and return.

© 2025 Phebee Tallis

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About Phebee Tallis

With a background in mental health, the arts, contemplative enquiry, and research, Phebee Tallis grew up with anthroposophy, but only turned to personal spiritual study after the death of her beloved husband, Lawrence. A desire to support him beyond the threshold led her to study with Inessa Burdich, and to begin investigating the souls connected to a suitcase of old family photographs. What followed became This Life of Wonder. Guided by Inessa and shaped by her own unfolding voice, Phebee Tallis writes her emergent narrative with lyricism, honesty, and care—bringing the invisible to light, and offering readers stories filled with depth, humour, tenderness, and hope.

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About Inessa Burdich

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